“I want to one day dedicate myself to a non-profit organisation to make the world a better place. No really. I’m serious.” Those were the lofty dreams of a 21 year-old me. Fresh-faced, eager, clueless as to what the would hold but almost naively certain that I want to make an impact on the world. future At first, I thought the key to making an impact is to get . So, off I went to join an bank because investment bankers make a lot of money. I slogged, worked long hours, and soon that fresh-faced 21 year-old became jaded, demotivated and just looked downright worn. really rich investment I found my first white hair at 27 after an intense month of working on a merger deal. It was time to take a step back and reflect on my life and what I’ve done to myself. #dramaqueen That was it. Leaving the corporate world was a decision I struggled with for a very long time. I was getting paid pretty well for a rookie and I knew if I continued down this path, I’d be set for life. But I felt empty. While I knew all this was so I could get rich and make an impact one day, that one day just felt too far away. I was unhappy and I was complaining about my job every day. My world was shrouded with a giant cloud of negativity. I knew something had to change. This was not how I wanted to live my life. So, I finally took a blind leap of faith and quit my job, trusting that the universe wouldn’t screw me over and my stars will somehow align. I left with some savings (thank goodness for investment banking bonuses!) and travelled for a bit. With all that free time, I used it to do things that . I took up scuba diving and got a PADI license , rode on a motorbike without a license in Vietnam and I travelled aimlessly with no itinerary . This entire of pushing boundaries helped me to be . It allowed me to learn to go with the flow, to adapt and to not let fear stop me from moving forward. pushed my boundaries (I can’t swim very well) (I am chicken) (I like to be well-prepared) “exercise” comfortable with the uncomfortable The greatest lesson I’ve learnt is that if you close your eyes tight and just force yourself to take that step forward, . you’d open your eyes to a new adventure Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! When I came back from my travels, I joined as a fundraiser. It was a non-profit organisation with a mission to eradicate education inequity in Malaysia, a cause that resonated with me. There, I met so many passionate people and for the first time, I felt like I belonged. Teach For Malaysia It was at Teach For Malaysia that I understood what passion felt like. This passion drove me to uncover strengths I never knew I had. I began to see myself differently, gaining confidence in my abilities and finally, I got brave enough to take another leap — . to start my own social enterprise I joined the MaGIC Accelerator Programme for Social Enterprises with nothing but an idea on a paper. It was an idea that came about after hearing time and again that teachers were constrained by the lack of funds to provide the best learning experience for their students. Four months later, we , where people can now discover and directly support impactful classroom projects all over the country. launched a crowdfunding platform for classrooms in need 100% Project Fully funded classroom projects on www.100percentproject.org I have been slogging, working long hours and I’ve even given up on picking at strands of white hair. Some days I don’t even bother wearing concealer to cover up my gigantic eye-bags. But you know what, I have never felt more alive and present. I have found passion and a cause bigger than myself. Every ounce of energy I pour into this is absolutely worth my while — white hair, pfftt, don’t care. Cikgu Nabihah and her students sent us a cute Thank You picture after their learning field trip to Kuala Lumpur. Cikgu Nabihah teaches in a school in rural Kedah and needed to raise funds to send some of her underprivileged students on a learning field trip. I bet 21 year-old me did not expect that she will one day become a social entrepreneur. Heck, just 6 months ago, I would’ve laughed and the idea if someone were to tell me I’d be doing what I’m doing now. “pooh-poohed” It took me 9 years to discover my passion and an area where I could contribute. It took awhile but I wouldn’t trade my story for anyone else’s. When I reflect upon this journey, every phase I went through has shaped me significantly and has led me to this moment. The only constant in this story is that I pushed my boundaries — . I kept taking leaps forward into the unknown no matter how afraid I was Riding on a moving animal I don’t know how to control In the strikingly true words of English poet, Robert Frost, . “And that has made all the difference” I can be contacted at amelia@100percentproject.org or Facebook, Amelia Tan . You can also follow 100% Project on Facebook. . https://upscri.be/hackernoon/
