I have never been great with dealing with pressure or being put on the spot, and taking a technical interview was precisely that. Doubting my abilities was second nature to me, and I preferred to familiarize myself with new technologies before using them for any hackathon. I would shy away from HackerRank preliminary stages while applying for jobs, too afraid to take them in fear that it would be a waste of the interviewer and my own time.
After being offered guaranteed interviews at Intuit from SLO Hacks, I followed a similar pattern, ending up so scared that I wanted to simply decline the opportunity. However, my peers convinced me otherwise, prompting a session of encouragement before sending me off to nervously beginning my interview process.
The first stage was the very same challenge that I had been actively running away from for the past couple months — a static, unmonitored coding problem. The very prospect of being graded on my code had already sent me into shivers, causing me to spend excessive time trying to prettify my solution on elements that most people do normally.
As I had not yet completed a formal computer science education, aspects such as the complexity of my code did not come to mind, but if I had known, my experience may have been different. I had mainly taught myself through pursuing a challenge where I coded every day for a year, which meant that most of my experience came from a project-based background. Despite my inadequacies, I passed the first round, which I was ecstatic about.
At this point, my nervousness really began to kick in. I had heard stories about blanking out on the spot in the middle of an interview, and also had memories of not being able to answer questions in the past. The word “technical interview” sent shivers down my spine, and I scrambled to get ready. As if my own nerves weren’t enough to deter me, I was looking to attend another hackathon in the coming weekend, which meant I had roughly a day to prepare.
My one day, self-moderated crash course involved learning and reviewing concepts that were frequently covered on other interviews.
The second stage was a video interview over Karat, Intuit’s hiring partner. My interviewer was very friendly, first asking typical questions such as my education level and asking to describe some aspects of my first stage answer (complexity, logic choices). We then moved onto a relatively easy question, but as I was given the problem, my worst fears came true: I blanked out. As I began to throw out random possible solutions, the interviewer gently kept dropping hints, ultimately causing me to panic further and apologize profusely at every mistake that I made. I knew immediately after the interview that there was no way that I could make it to the next round, yet I felt a mixture of relief and sadness that it was over.
The next day, on the bus to the hackathon, I received the notification that I was not selected to continue onto the next round.
Promptly after receiving my decision, I went through a period of reflection, analyzing what I did wrong. While it is true that my technical skill may not have been up to par, I felt that there was simultaneously psychological weight that may have contributed negatively to both my performance and decision making.
My experiences have lead me to turn a new perspective on the interviewing process, which I believe will improve my performance in the future.
Pay special attention to your perspective of the interview.
I took the interview while fully thinking that the objective was to pick out any flaws in my thinking, but I think it would have been a better approach to think about it as just a small puzzle or logic challenge. The psychological effect on my mind was enough to induce nervousness, and if I had approached the whole process in a different way, it may have contributed positively.
As a result of accepting this challenge, I went through a rollercoaster of emotions while going through this process. Taking on your fears head on is never easy, and although I didn’t make it, I’m glad that I took the chance to overcome my fears of interviewing. It had seemed nerve wracking before going into it, but as I reflect on how I could have done better, I’m enthusiastic about using what I’ve learned to go through the process again.
Maybe you’ll take some of my experiences to mind, but I am also at a point far behind many others. Whilst most of my rambling in this moment may be highly specific to my own experiences and mentality, I hope it may provide some insight and preparation for your next interview.
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