Women in Tech: Ilknur on Building for People with Disabilities and Grappling with Imposter Syndrome

Hello! My name is Ilknur. I work as a software engineer at a non-profit for people with learning and thinking differences. I have been working in tech for 4+ years.

Why did you choose this field in the first place?

My journey into the tech world was largely motivated by my fascination with assistive technology. I have a younger brother who is non-verbal and on the autism spectrum. When he was younger, he was learning how to use PECS (Picture Exchange Communication System) and had a book with pictures that he would point at to speak with my family.

I saw firsthand how tech can help people overcome obstacles and empower them. I wanted to learn how to code so I can contribute to the creation of these innovative solutions that enhance the lives of people with disabilities.

What are your hobbies and interests outside of tech?

I love writing, especially about a new topic I am learning. I find that writing clears my head and I always learn more when I have to write about it. Writing is extremely therapeutic for me.

Other than writing, this year, I started running! I want to run the New York Marathon next year.

Let's talk about breaking the glass ceiling. What were the biggest challenges you faced as a woman in tech, and how did you deal with them?

I have imposter syndrome. Big time. During my first few months on my first tech job, I barely slept, because I was so anxious. Four years into my career, as I get my hands on new parts of coding projects, I still have imposter syndrome.

I have a lot of conversations with my manager and other women in tech about my thoughts, which helps me overcome my negative thoughts. I’m not sure if my imposter syndrome will ever go away, I hear from people that it’s always there! Currently, I am working on lessening my negative thoughts.

What's your biggest achievement that you're really proud of?

This year, I gave a presentation at a conference about why I think writing is so important for a career in software engineering. My presentation was only 10 minutes and it was for a really small crowd. I was so incredibly nervous to speak, but I spoke anyways.

It didn’t matter that my presentation was short and for a small crowd, I was so incredibly proud of myself. It felt awesome to think that an idea that I have, took space and time at a conference. There were people, strangers, interested in what I had to say. The thought of my idea, taking time and space, felt so powerful to me.

I am very proud of that.

Do you have any advice for aspiring girls who want to join the field?

Stay curious and hungry. Oh, try to network!